I wanted to make this blog post about girls. How to respect them, how valuable they are...things like that. I have a very defined appreciation for them, and have strict codes on how to treat them the best way I can.
Two things are getting in the way, though. One being that all these feelings are very difficult to put into words. No one can understand these feelings of respect and chivalry than I can, and frankly, they transcend what most males think of women today, so conveying these ideas might just hit the dull frontal lobes of most males. They are extremely personal feelings that don't make sense in today's world. The second reason I won't write this is that my actions in my recent past will completely destroy the legitimacy of whatever I would like to say. A lot of my behavior has been, on the surface, contradicting. It's one of those "it makes sense to me and only me" deals, which to some, can come across as very dangerous.
So I hope you can understand why it would be confusing to show my respect for women in my unique way. "Unique" is about as far as I can say on it. There is, however, one thing I will say:
That is the one constant in any behavior I have. If I make a woman sad through my actions (either unintentionally or through sheer stupidity), it is my full duty to make her happy again. Plain and simple.
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