penultimate.

 I AM LEAVING FOR MY MISSION ON OCTOBER 12th

I'm guessing this will be my second-to-last post on here before my mission. I'm leaving a couple loose ends. I haven't finished detailing my adventures in San Diego, nor have I written about the other half of my Hawaii trip. I just don't really have the concentration to do those things right now... I don't have the concentration to do anything, it seems. My life is literally being thrown away as I know it, and I don't know how to react other than shutting down. I don't have the resources or availability to really get started with projects I'd like to do in my life. I'm so ready to start living for once, but I can't do it. White noise is surrounding me, and it's so loud that I try to listen to all of it to pick out what I need to focus on.

aloha.

These first couple of days have been very unique from my other visits to the Hawaiian Islands. I've been 3 other times so far, but only to the island of Maui (the second-largest island). I'm on the third-largest island, Oahu – home of the capital of Hawaii, Honolulu, and the memorial of Pearl Harbor.